hello readers,
it’s been a while i didn’t the post any story life of mine.
today’s i shall post story of mine hehe
starting from 12th march 2012, during the night i meet my baby of course muhd mahadir abd aziz .. i thought he forget about my birthday, actually!!!he not…… i am the one always ‘__________’negative thought sorry yeah baby :p
surprisingly, he gave me his t-shirt that he wore at that night age and he gave me my birthday gift hehe and tadaaaaaaaaa, its android okay, then he’s gone to work by 11.00pm hee. tomorrow morning i went to school and sharp 10.00am i didn’t know that why all my friend act so differently in front of me my heart conversation tell me there must be something special happen today but i guess “dream you zyee!there will be no happening okay?”hahahahaha and what was am thinking was right there was something happening !guess what my baby appear at my school!!!!!i was like FOR REAL?????????hahahahaha it’s hard for me to believe he’s came to my school cause my friend invite him ^^, thanks my friend!! ;’)ahhhh, at this moment i always hate him cause he like to tease me -.-’
i shall never forget this moment 13th march 2012 ;’D
i love my friends and my baby ADiR

you know, i love you so much
sometimes i am doubt ‘who am i to you’ ;’)
that’s make me down all the time when it’s come across through my mind

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ;p
yeah, yeah, biasa nya i never celebrate new year pun BUT just because of i feel pity on him night shift inda dapat celebrate so i present myself lah for my baby baby love hehe.
i remember his words
‘boring kaja malam ah inda dapat celebrate new year,paksa kami celebrate sendiri sendiri ganya di hotel’
and so
‘culik stuff hotel kajap by greeting him ‘happy new year’:p *sian bah urang night shift nadapat celebrate new year so i present myself for my baby love♥.♥”

my baby asi asi show me a photo of him :p rupanya kan mau me take it tah udah tu haha;p
he gave it to me during i celebrate his birthday 16/17 december 2011 at Times Hotel

Last night, my cousin,my lil brother and i came to his work because i still want to celebrate his birthday i know i know my watch showed me it’s almost 12.00 am and the date turns into 17th December already but still i want to celebrate his birthday since his friend told me he still didn’t have a chances to blow a candle and so i feel sorry for him.
For the first place i am scared to talk to him and i feel so unsure is it right for what i am doing for him.
this is not the real me
i keep on questioning myself am i gone insane already??
i text him to ask him to went out from his work BUT he didn’t reply
and i text again!
‘come out for a sec there’s something i want to give you’
and
luckily, he did reply my text he told me
‘i’m working’
i was like hmm,:( 3 why you so mean let me waiting for you in the outside D’:
my lil bro told me not to give up
for the first place YES,i feel disappointed and feel want to give up and left the cake in front of the lobby stair
then i text him again‘i will waiting for you in the outside until you come out’
after 5 minute he come outside and text me
‘i am in front of the lobby i can’t go further’
i feel like so nervous and a lil bit shaking huhu;p
my lil bro asked me to come out and meet him since he was in front of the lobby already and so i be brave i straightly walked forward toward him and i saw his face so grumpy as i brought his cake BUT he started to smile a little bit since he saw me brought a Lof Bakery Plastic :D and i can’t hold my feeling i can’t hold back my face to be serious i started to give him a big smile on my face.
as i stand in front of him i told him ‘happy birthday and still nyamal kah my baby?’
haha he started to smile and hold the cake
poorly, i forget to take a photo of that cake :( this is only the example hehe.
i hugged him so tight and told him i missed him so much don’t you miss me too?:p
he lay his head on my shoulder like aww, i love you baby :’)
he didn’t know about that cake at first but after i went home he text me up to thank me and happily cause it’s sinchan cake hahahah:p
i never plan pun kan beli sinchan cake at the first stage i want to buy BEN10 cake sekali ternampak tah jua cake sinchan atu hujung hujung ya kana simpan haha then i am so excited and so tarus lah i bought that cake! :’D hehe

p/s: i am sorry cause late celebrate your birthday but even i am not the first i can be your last!kirakan i am the ending!! :p hehe.and i never thought pun you waiting for me to greet you on your birthday at the middle of the night :’) i still remember his words ‘au, jangan tah di greet :0’ i am sorry baby but at least i already told you ‘happy advance birthday before’:)) and celebrate your birthday..this is what i mean for this words ‘better late than never’ mean in malay ‘walaupun akhir daripada langsung inda’ haha what a worst translation :p

may allah bless you
may we are always together forever and ever,AMIN!
i love you so much and i hope you do so
you’re my friend,lover and homie

my heart keep beating faster and i hate this feeling
i love him too much
until its hard for me to breathe
why he have to cheat on me
why?
why he love another girl instead of loving me?
why you have to lie to me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

my mind still can’t stop get over you
my heart keep on calling your name and i feel like a habit already

i have to let go since he don’t want to give me a damn no more.
i will set him free in my mind
i will stop thinking about you since you don’t ever think about me no more
i am scared already to know what the future will hold between you and me.

(Source: misscocochanel)

BABY, I AM SO MISSING YOU
AND I AM DREADFULLY SORRY FOR YELLING ON YOU

i need you and i love you

i miss you
i miss you every single day
i can’t deny i am thinking about you every now and then
i am sorry i just realize that i am wrong cause yelling on you huhu maybe thats the reason why you don’t want to give me a shit no more if that so i am dreadfully sorry :’)

when i miss you i look through all over photo of us and it‘s already can comfort me cause i miss our happy moment~~‘

i give up with everything
i made do many tears already
i don‘t wanna do it no more
cuz you are far away from me now
sincerely, i miss you MHDR.

(Source: lovequotesrus, via amhi)

i miss when we share our things together
i just don’t know why you wouldn’t come back to me no more :(

(via amhi)